Belated Merry Christmas to All!

Hey, how was your Christmas? Hope you all enjoy yourselves this holiday season just like us!

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Being Happy despite...

...hubby not being with us during this holiday season. I must admit that everyday I spend with my baby really makes me happy although at times I wish hubby's with us to share this wonderful moment of Hannah growing up. I didn't realize that it would be hard, especially now that Christmas and New Year is fast approaching, to spend this holiday season with a missing member of the family. I honestly haven't realized it before, when my hubby left to work as a seaman, it's been 4 years(including now) that we haven't spent the holidays together. Fo me, although I missed him a lot, it was fine with me coz I am with my family but now that we have Hannah, I feel sad for the kid not spending her first Christmas and New Year with her father. But I know that this won't be forever so I am looking forward for our First Holidays as a family... I hope it would be soon...

4 year anniversary

Yesterday, me and my husband celebrated our 4th wedding anniversary. Just 4 years ago, we were both dreaming of a happy married life and I can say that it sure has so many ups and downs. I am just glad that Hannah came into our life at a perfect moment coz she surely changed my and my husband's life.

Four years ago, I must admit that I was really scared facing life as a married woman. I didn't know if I could take care of my husband or if I could be a good wife. I am not perfect, I do have my own imperfections but I am striving everyday to become a better person, wife and mother all rolled into one. Up to now me and my husband still argue a lot but unlike before I do listen to him now more often. I learned that listening to your spouse is one of the keys to a successful marriage.

I really hope we could stay married forever but let's face it, trials and temptations are just around the corner so I'm counting our strong faith in God that would hold us together despite all this trials. And of course, there's little Hannah that serves our inspiraton to live and strive for a better future.